At this very moment I am recovering from major surgery.  Taking it easy has never been something that I like to do long-term.  Yet here I am laid up,  just me and my thoughts.  I feel like I’m suffering from cabin fever.  I want to go outside, but my body is not ready for that.  I want to escape the constant noise of my neighbor.  I want to go last-minute Christmas shopping.  I want to go out and have a couple of drinks.  Blah blah blah.  What I really want to run from are my thoughts.  With all this time on my hands and it being the end of the year, I am in reflection mode.  This year hasn’t been a particularly nice one.  Don’t get me wrong there have been many blessings and wonderful people added to my life.  But some unresolved issues and unfinished business are still lurking around my life.  At this point, I am unable to deal with some of it and the rest of it would be like beating a dead horse.  Perhaps while recuperating from this surgery, I can recuperate from the issues that have haunted me this year.  I’m very hopeful this will happen.

In the meantime, I will rest, read, watch movies, and write.


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